Her songs bring back so many beautiful memories of studying The Craft when I was a small child.
I remember reading sacred texts with my best friend Izzy, while listening to her and Enigma.
We were diligent little Witches--- crafting workings since we were about 6 years old
... and it continued for years and years
-- or in my case:
decades and decades.
I am reflecting:
My first memory of being a Witch was when I was around 4 years old.
I remember having vivid memories of being executed for being a Witch.
This didn't really make sense to me, at the time.
I remember getting irritated because the memory would haunt me-- not just mentally, but also physically as this uncomfortable feeling in my throat began to vibrate.
I still have this residual energy lingering to this day, though it is not as bad.
It was really uncomfortable to the point that I always had to hold my neck or tuck my shirt under my neck to soothe the uncomfortable feeling.
I even told my pediatrician about the uncomfortable vibrations during a check up.
He told me that everything was okay, and that I was healthy.
I remember telling him that it was a physical memory that lingered, as a result of being murdered for being a Witch.
His face dropped.
He later attributed the physical vibrations to my "active imagination," and directed me to change my thought process.
It is now 30 years later, and after working with the Akashic Records, journeying with Abuelita, and engaging in multiple vision quests: the memory continues to persist.
Not to mention-- that I am STILL Witch, as I have ALWAYS been.
...and it's not just the memories that are around, but the actual journey continues with regards to oppression and demonization.
It is horrendous to even THINK that TO THIS DAY-- discrimination against Witches continue, and not just with those who are programmed by the Catholic/Christian church-- amongst other religions, but ALSO within the "metaphysical" community around me-- a community that preaches and promotes a foundation based on unconditional love for all.
How does this make sense?
Nothing but hypocrisy.
I have had numerous encounters with so many people, including mentors, friends, etc-- who judged me negatively for BEING IN MY HEART. This used to anger me, as I was very disappointed in the fact that its been 2384384738847837438 thousand years, and this hatred continues to exist.
...and yes, this is hatred.
Any time you shut someone out for being who they are or impose consequences/restrictions on who they are-- is an act of ignorance and hatred.
... and if you come from a community/family that is based on LOVE-- then you can also throw in hypocrisy in there as well.
This used to anger me, immensely.
I engaged in Shadow Work around this issue, and found that I was triggered, because of my herstory of being repeatedly oppressed AND MURDERED for being a Mystic.... a Wytch.
I sat in my shit, and as I processed further and released-- the only vibration that emits, now, is that of pity towards those who carry this programming. I feel really bad that they carry these vibrations of hatred and ignorance. I extend empathy and pray that one day, maybe--- they will break free from those cognitive distortions, and learn how to really be who they say that they are, which is LOVE.
You cannot preach that you are LOVE, while you attempt to force someone to reject their SOUL.
You cannot preach that you are LOVE, when you cannot accept another for who they are.
You cannot preach that you are LOVE, when you impose consequences on another for broadcasting an identity--a state of practice that you do not agree with.
THIS IS CALLED BEING BIASED.
You cannot preach that you are LOVE, when you're actions are ignorant.
REMINDER: LOVE IS DIVINE INTELLIGENCE. LOVE IS ACCEPTING OF ALL, NO MATTER WHAT!
I AM WITCH.
FOREVER HAVE BEEN.
FOREVER WILL BE.
Be mindful of yr programmings.
Shall you vibrate ignorance or love?
The choice is yrs.
Be mindful that yr actions are being monitored and recorded.